Thursday, May 25, 2006
can oni use S.H.E de tian hui to describe my day to dae ba.. hmm... mixed feelings today.. dunno how to describe.. dun realli noe whether i am happy or not.. one min i wanna b happy lei.. but e other saes dat i am sad todae.. am i sot le?? haiz..
had a bad fall b4 i went to sch.. so now gt a bruise on my left leg wif 2 ugly holes dere.. tmd.. dun realli noe how i fell oso.. presentation is over.. but i am oni relieved dat it is an end le.. juz lk ppl filming a show den now wanna sha qing lk dat.. all e happy n unhappy is over for this project.. wad sir sae is oso logical la.. dun bear grudge against anyone.. its not worth it.. dun let emotions get on my way.. fren is fren.. work is work.. actually i oso nt angry wif e person i angry wif dat dae.. 4 ppl hu noe mi, i am juz waiting for e person to tok to mi.. nt i angry so i no tok..
eva since i enter shatec till now, i tink i have changed le ba.. i dun tink i am e old mi in shuqun... i muz learn to accept humiliation and sacastic remarks frm ppl.. and learn how to b a tough to handle situation.. i may b fierce and tok loudly.. but actually i am not dat strong enuff to handle some probs oso.. can sae dat i am emotional oso.. even watch a veri sad show oso will cry.. wanna cry now.. haven found a suitable time n place oni.. dun dare to listen to too much sad song cuz it will gib mi a atmosphere to start..
there are somethings which is bothering mi but i dun wish to write down oso.. can't help keep tinking of it.. but i juz dun wanna tink of it! how to get ride of the prob?? oso wanna end my entry for todae by saying.. life is nv fair.. i juz nd to learn to accept the reality..
Mengzhe-ing till|5:46 PM|
