Thursday, May 25, 2006
can oni use S.H.E de tian hui to describe my day to dae ba.. hmm... mixed feelings today.. dunno how to describe.. dun realli noe whether i am happy or not.. one min i wanna b happy lei.. but e other saes dat i am sad todae.. am i sot le?? haiz..
had a bad fall b4 i went to sch.. so now gt a bruise on my left leg wif 2 ugly holes dere.. tmd.. dun realli noe how i fell oso.. presentation is over.. but i am oni relieved dat it is an end le.. juz lk ppl filming a show den now wanna sha qing lk dat.. all e happy n unhappy is over for this project.. wad sir sae is oso logical la.. dun bear grudge against anyone.. its not worth it.. dun let emotions get on my way.. fren is fren.. work is work.. actually i oso nt angry wif e person i angry wif dat dae.. 4 ppl hu noe mi, i am juz waiting for e person to tok to mi.. nt i angry so i no tok..
eva since i enter shatec till now, i tink i have changed le ba.. i dun tink i am e old mi in shuqun... i muz learn to accept humiliation and sacastic remarks frm ppl.. and learn how to b a tough to handle situation.. i may b fierce and tok loudly.. but actually i am not dat strong enuff to handle some probs oso.. can sae dat i am emotional oso.. even watch a veri sad show oso will cry.. wanna cry now.. haven found a suitable time n place oni.. dun dare to listen to too much sad song cuz it will gib mi a atmosphere to start..
there are somethings which is bothering mi but i dun wish to write down oso.. can't help keep tinking of it.. but i juz dun wanna tink of it! how to get ride of the prob?? oso wanna end my entry for todae by saying.. life is nv fair.. i juz nd to learn to accept the reality..
Mengzhe-ing till|5:46 PM|
Monday, May 22, 2006
ahhhh.. whole bosy ache.. where oso pain.. after abt half yr nv chase 56, i realise dat my stamina is losing out a lot.. at airport, i cannot cath up wif e fans.. 1 reason is cuz e floor is slippery, 1 is cuz my jeans is dropping, e last 1.. stamina go down le.. i tink cuz i long tym no run liao le..
hmmm.. sat went to e autograph session early in e morning wif my sis, hui min n wendy.. hmmm.. long tym no c them le.. so when they are abt to come, my heart is beating faster den eva.. juz lk last tym.. e same feel is there.. when they r here.. oh.. everyone shouted.. hmm.. i lk this tym veri much cuz xz call us to jia you.. oh.. actually i wanna chase mengzhe back instead.. but cuz of xz this encouragement.. once again.. i gen jia xi huan ta le.. and he is damn friendly this tym oso.. meng zhe is so cute la!!
after e autograph session we chase them till e hotel.. e uncle pro la.. so we gt to see them "near".. whooo.. but xz saw us liao still act as if he din c.. still at dere tou xiao.. den decided to go e concert.. so uncle drop us at indoor.. after e concert we chase them again.. they went to e 7-11 near petals.. i was so afraid dat i will saw some1..
den xinyi ask mi go behind our cab to wait fir them instead.. i i stood dere wif mengzhe de board n wait for them to come out.. e way meng zhe wave is so cute la.. and xz is so friendly.. unexpected.. den renfu juz nod his head nia.. chase them oso muz have a gd heart.. i nearly fly off inside e cab la.. so many ppl chasing them oso.. e whole road is all maxi.. its juz so cool.. we now yue xian yue shen le.. but wad to do?
sun din manage to send renfu off cuz i slept at 2am on sun.. den his flight is in e morning.. din realli have e energy.. den go for shaowei, mengzhe and xz de instead.. manage to c them 4 e last few mins.. but mengzhe din take my letters.. perhpaps is cuz too many ppl ba.. den everyone was squeezing to see them.. i miss them lots!!!
Mengzhe-ing till|6:45 PM|
Friday, May 19, 2006
wahahaha... fianlly my bqt project is done by ytd and i had hand it up 2dae.. feel abit relax liao.. but e coming week gt 2 test.. haiz.. hmm.. haven been blogging 4 abt a week lk dat cuz nd to faster do finish e project.. so 4 e last 3 daes i oni gt to slp 5 hrs a dae.. so?? yawn in sch lor.. keep wanna doze off..
however, i believe dat if we have more help and co-operation frm more members we can finish it faster ba? too bad.. my life is sway so ytd slept at abt 4.. sad man.. some1 sae wan chiong wif us.. den? when to slp at 2 saying her nose blah blah blah.. hu cares anyway? cuz i oso sick yet i gonna stay up late everydae to help do e project.. heng, ytd gt gek to accompany mi to 3 plus.. at least life is still nt bad yet..
was damn angry ytd.. cuz realli damn du lan of something.. nearly wanted to die cuz i dunno wad to sae.. and as i was typing msg to e person.. my bro sae his keyboard gonna spoil le cuz i hit damn hard at e keyboard while typing.. a easy task was given.. juz to type out a ting.. she cannot do it first.. so happily spent abt 4 hrs helping her mum or wad so eva.. at first gt apologise.. den e next moment she type "now doing lah!" may i noe wads e exclaimation mark for? is it my fault dat ur mum ask u do something? i juz wanna have my tings done first cuz its due-ing and we r shortage of manpower.. how else u wan mi to do if i dun wan chase u? let u use ur own sweet tym to do??
there are more tings... but i dun wish to mention cuz now no pt so juz write down some to put inside my "beautiful" memory plus e impression of u.. i juz dunno wad to sae.. when sir always ask how is our progress? mi n gek gonna tink of things to write to cover up.. wads e pt leh? wad i bu gan yuan is we put so much effort in it and no1 seems to b concern abt it.. its a sad ting..
luckily 2ml gonna go see wo hao jiu bu jian de 56!!! hehehehe.. so happy now!!~~~.. whoooooooooo.. juz feeling veri sleepy now.. dunno how to describe.. perhaps i will fall asleep when i bath ltr?? heheheh.. suddenly.. i juz wanna type out a quote in <> which i have type out b4 but it is meaningful n oso describe my feeling ytd.....
- zai zhe shi jie shang yi ding hui you ren chun xin rang ni nan guo, dan shi you ren hui yin wei wo de nan guo er nan guo ma?-
_ wo hao xiang bao zhe ni shu ku; wo zhi xiang yao he ni zai yi qi_
Mengzhe-ing till|6:52 PM|
Thursday, May 11, 2006
2ml is vesak dae so.. no sch!! hmmm.. vesak dae can is oso a help mi earn money dae cuz 2ml muz go help my mum early in the morning.. haiz.. siann la.. muz wake up at 5 plus to catch the first train.. i guess muz xi guan first cuz next week... hehehe.. happy la..
hmm.. had POA test ytd and productivity test 2dae.. shall tok abt POA first.. account din balance, gt a qn on double transaction de dunno how to do.. T/F guess de.. multiple choice.. guess oso.. but some i noe e ans la. so at least i dun get zero.. productivity is e best paper i ever had.. e last page al blank.. those i din focus on de cum out.. tmd.. shit la.. so e last page was on dunno hu de philosophy... SQA and ISO 9000.. haiz.. faint la.. mdm did try to help us la.. but i juz mix them al up n i cannot remember a single ting la..
ytd wanna focus n study de but i juz cannot concentrate.. cuz suddenly, some moments came into my brain n i start tinking abt it.. and it is distracting mi alot.. this few daes i dun seem to b able to concentrate cuz i have been thinking of the same ting la... dunno whether is it cuz i tink or wad but it juz come into my mind la.. and i miss e days lor.. quite sad oso la.. and its making mi almost go crazy ytd..
Mengzhe-ing till|7:36 PM|
Monday, May 01, 2006
hen jiu mei you blog lo~~~ 1 week plus le ba.. had been busy wif sch project plus a exam dat had juz passed n rotting ba.. rotting daes r better den studying daes!! du shu de daes bu hao guo den i always wanna doze off while having communication, compre n poductivity studies.. hen sian de leh!! we are juz lk a different world de ppl, i dun realli understand wad they sae.. especially 4 e ang moh class.. perhaps is cuz i dun lk e ppl teaching mi ba..
hmm.. shall start toking abt wad i have been doing these few daes.. sat went out wif my grp members to je de library to study.. b4 meetng them i was q-ing to pay bills at e S.A.M. machine.. e lady infront of mi lk gt tons of bills to pay lk dat.. waste my tym cuz she was oso veri slow den after she use.. e machine hang cuz gt too much transaction liao..
create noise pollution to e library cuz we were chit chatting den abit of playing ard la.. den eat tibits oso.. no wonder ppl buay tahan us la.. finish off wad we had to do den went back to je to take neoprints cuz al of us were wearing black! zhen qiao!~ after taking neo print, jia xin go meet her fren den e rest of us go makan instead den take neoprints again... den ellina had dis idea of going to esplanade.. so we bought drinks n tibits there.. den walk to merlion dere to chui feng de.. den there was a grp of ppl dancing.. so we sat on e steps to see them dance.. we keep toking abt some of them cuz its realli veri funny.. some dunno how to dance de join in n dance in their own world... hehehe.. throw face la.. den we sat till 7 plus n decided to take pics of e night n end our dae.. e senery at night is veri nice.. normally i go in e dae so din realli noe wad its lk in e night..
ytd rot at home.. den go drink milo dinosaur at my hse here de malay shop wif my family.. actually was planning to go malaysia n each was to see how much we have.. but tok so much oso din go cuz scared todae will jam at e checkpoint.. n my cost control was nt done.. so after i go makan liao den i spent 1 hr on my hw den sleep...
todae wake up early in the morning to eat breakfast wif my parents cuz they keep saying i din go eat wif them.. jiu zhe yang bei pian qu take tings 4 them.. 56 coming end of mth!!~~~ my xing qin shld b gd ba.. hehe..
Mengzhe-ing till|2:55 PM|